Paul's only desire was to put in his mandatory high school volunteer hours so he could graduate and move on to photography school. Instead, his waste of a Saturday became a nightmare that nearly turned into a violent sexual assault.What haunted Paul more, however, was the aloofness of a blond emo boy who nearly ran him over on the street near his home. The boy's quirky, almost creepy, family seemed to be ever linked to Paul's career.When his emo boy left L.A. to live in Paris, Paul spent his time searching for a replacement, counting the number of trysts in the meantime. This gay tale, geared toward mature audiences, eloquently describes lost relationships, erotic conquests, career building, and shocking surprises.