Excerpt
A few weeks ago I had watched a porn movie where an older woman seduced a younger woman, sexually dominating her and had been incredibly aroused by it. I had never before felt sexual feelings for a woman but after that movie I found myself looking at women in a different light.
From that moment the actress in it became my fantasy. I had found out that the movie had been shot about twenty years ago and that the actress must now be about fifty-five. This did not dampen my fantasy but rather enhanced it as I was no longer a spring chicken myself.
I came from a traditional family and expected to marry and have children, but it didn’t work out that way for me, and after watching that movie I realised I was attracted to other women. I didn’t act on the attraction believing myself to be too old and not attractive.
So you can imagine how my life changed when my fantasy started to become a reality when I had to take a train to Edinburgh for a job interview. I had been sent a first class return ticket to my utter surprise and delight (as I had never travelled first class before) so was relaxing and enjoying the whole experience.
An even greater surprise was that the woman seated next to me looked incredibly like the actress from the porn movie. I kept glances surreptitiously at her because she was so alike and it was only when her mobile rang and she answered with her first name that I realised that it actually was her!
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